What If I Could Have Her
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Last published Tue, Feb 18, 2020
Feelings are complicated, but not impossible to understand. You could be holding it so close and not know it.
"Let's run away," Josie said as she held out her hand. She once believed everything was like a movie, and in her mind it is. But life has other plans. Her parents are drunk, crackheads as she calls them. Her mother never paying's attention to her, only her precious special children-forgetting Josie is one of them.
"You know I want to." Dani is the type of girl who learns how things are done, how people see things. She understands well why people do the things they do, and why you should never judge a book by it's cover that was explained by someone else. You must see it for yourself. You must read a few pages and draw a conclusion of your own. Dani knows this for she wishes someone would do the same with her.
An unexpected person enters her life at the least expected time of her life. Little does she know about how a simple person can change the course of her life, for better or for worse.
Will Josie find her happily ever after, or will everything end.
Will Dani figure it out and escape her past or will she make the same mistakes once again?
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