The Inside
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Last published Wed, Feb 19, 2020
"I thought my last day was two years ago, but look I'm still here"
Caden Fox was a survivor of various suicide attempts, substance abuse and household violence. At 17 he started college, this is where he met Bradey.
Bradey seemed the answer to all his troubles, for the first time in his life Caden felt loved. However, will it last?
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