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"Since when did I matter? I've gone through hell having to deal with depression, losing my mom, and being abused. I had absolutely no one in that time period so how could you say we're friends?
You barely know me."

"Exactly. I want to get to know you, Jean. I want to be there for you. God knows why, but I like you.
A lot."
•••••••••••••

Jean Blake wanted nothing more but to have someone there for her. Her dad worked constantly, she suffers from depression after her mom committed suicide, and she's abused. By herself. 

For Cooper Lights, his life seems perfect. Perfect family, friends, grades.  
You would never think he was actually a righteous asshole. 
Also known as a bad boy. He wants to be able to find someone to fill the empty feeling he has inside. 


Can they fix each other? Find love?


I'm sorry I totally suck at descriptions but read it. I promise it won't suck like an eight year old wrote it.   
My last story kinda sorta failed because the chapters were too short. <hartAll Rights Reserved

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