Roses and Knives
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MatureComplete Wed, Feb 19, 202013m
After the Reichenbach fall (I know I am not spelling that correctly), John has nobody. Nobody, that is, other than the gravestone with the name 'Sherlock Holmes'.
Some heavy shit, Trigger warnings for cutting and extreme angst.
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