Soulless

People say that because of my past I will lose everything in my future due to how my life started out and how I chose to show myself in the world. People don’t understand that your past doesn’t shape who you are and who you are going to be. Sometimes your past is made from the mistakes by other people. That’s what happened to me. No one knows who they are going to be and how they will end up. Everyone says they will go to college, get married, have children etc. That is the “ideal” life. However, I know I won’t have any of that in my future. I’m never going to fall in love because love doesn’t exist.