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Small Doses

TheAnonymousStalker

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Reads 294,660
Votes 17,172
Parts 47
Time 4h 57m

TheAnonymousStalker

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5 years ago, I lost my best friend. All because he confessed his feelings for me and I over thought things. I was left on my own only to realize too late that the feelings were mutual. 
Now, I vow to love the next guy wholeheartedly, with no reservations, no regrets. I only live once. 
Let's not make things complicated. When I love, I love period.
- Mew Bennett

I have never been in love. Sure I've been with girls but I never felt the need to take care of anyone.  To be responsible with another person's feelings is just so big a burden, I'd rather not experience it.
I'm all for self-preservation, to be secured in who I am without having to worry about hurting someone else.
Let's not make things complicated. I don't intend to fall in love period.
-Gulf McQueenAll Rights Reserved

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Rumours [BxB] ✔️ by redxstorm

↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ Everyone makes at least one mistake in their life; if you don't, you're not human. I just happen to be one of those people who make a lot of mistakes. To start with, there were the Rumours. You know, those things that only powerful people can make up? Yeah. Those. They were the beginning of everything that ever went wrong in my life, but also the thing that led me to the end. Although, I didn't know that at the time, so a few bruises and kisses down the line, I found myself faced with a big problem. I had to choose between three people, all of whom had been lying about everything for months. That wasn't an easy task for someone like me, but the biggest issue? The one who made me cry the most tears was the one I couldn't help but love. ↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ "I never meant to hurt you, River." "Then why did you do it? Why did you do all of those things? I'm not some toy for you to use when you feel like it and then throw away when you're done." ↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ Completed ✔️ Started: 15/03/19 Finished: 18/08/19

This isn't what friends do by Pric3e3

Coming out must be hard but only doing so because you can no longer hide your feelings for your bestfriend is unimaginable. A story about falling in love after a long time coming... * "I'm jealous? I'm controlling? You couldn't even let a guy touch me in there without pushing them away. You're not so innocent yourself Brandon. Don't look at me like that." He caught my chin forcing my eyes up to his again. "Or what?" I asked my voice shaking. I don't know what he was trying to say but it was all true. My breath came out jittery, staggered and just like that he was pressing his lips into mine with such pressure. I didn't move for a second too scared what the hell this was. I couldn't even think, did I want to kiss him back? Did I like this? I was staring wide eyed in shock at him still his eyes open to as he stayed perfectly still neither one of us moving. Before I knew it he was pulling away wiping me from his mouth his eyes adverted embarrassed* #1 in complicatedrelationships #1 in jealous #8 in feelings #6 in romance! #1 in comingoutofthecloset #6 in wattpride Part two out now!! Through it all is set a few years in the future for this pair. Continue to read more about their crazy life with all its ups and downs. Check it out 👍

Vague Existence by TheAnonymousStalker

Synopsis Gulf You. Ruined. Me. Took me three years to finally move on. 3 years to stop scheming on how I can hurt you the way you hurt me. Then now you stand before me smiling like nothing happened. Like I just imagined all my pain. Like you don't even know. I swear I'll make you remember. I will make you pay. Mew You. Brought. Me. Back. To. Life. 3 years after you left me. You sitting before me looking like you want to kill me. All I can think about is changing our memories. To make happier ones. Ones when you will never think of leaving me. I swear I'll make you forget. This time, I swear, I'll never let you go.

𝕒𝕝𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕤, 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕖 ❁ by shaziakhan882

" I was 𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓮......... I will always choose you in every universe. " " I never liked.... being bonded by an enigma but still I'll look for you in every lifetime." " not bonded or fated..... but I'll love you enough to break that fate of ours. " " I didn't realize but....... I was 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼 from the moment our world collide. " disclaimer [ this is just a friction an imagination of my mind this has nothing to do with the actors. 15+ content it's a boy love story so if you have any issue please don't read it it's omegaverse so read it only according to your interest copywrite will be reported ] enjoy the story :-)

Plan Of Seduction by bl_principito

"I hate you - so much Tripp." More confusion because, once more, wasn't this a good thing? "Why did you have to say that? What if," A little quieter, just above a whisper. "What if we mess up our friendship?" "But what if we don't?" "You don't know that," I bumped his nose with my finger. "And neither do you. So, why don't we give it a shot?" He bit down on his bottom lip, hesitation and worry filling his gaze. __ This is literally a story that follows the plot of two best friends realizing their feelings for each other, yes, I know, very cliche, but I enjoyed writing it. There will be mature LGBT+ content, so if you don't want to read those chapters or this story, skip it. Highest Rankings (that I'm aware of): LGBT+: #3 , College Romance: #2 , Gay: #19 / GayPride: #2, Gay boyxboy #1

Pretty Boy by acerivk

Pretty Boy How could you exactly define yourself as being pretty? Is keeping myself high, be enough? Would the wounds around my body, mark me as to being one? Could drowning myself with alcohol guarantee me into feeling like that? Because if it does, then I guess being wrecked and having an obscure life are things that could be defined as being pretty. But, being pretty comes with a cost, and seeing your friend as to being one is just plainly forbidden. But what if the forbidden nature of it all, could come falling into a mess that's nowhere near as pretty as him. Would it fall into shattered pieces or could it fix what is already broken? And would the love that both of them are willing to give each other be enough to overpower the bigger repercussions that'll probably come out of it? [Smut Included]

Happiness In A Flash [MewGulf]✓ by blood_moon__

MewGulf is BESTFRND FOREVER, but Gulf have feelings for the latter for more than friends, more than bestfriend... everyday he saw their uni's girls to flirt with Mew and with some he even flirted back!! and that freak the shit out of him, but never confess due to the fear of losing Mew. he knew Mew is straight; or so he thought.. So he decided on their vacation tour he'll master up his courage and confess to Mew.. But after that vacation their lives change for forever... Let's see if Gulf could able to confess his feelings to Mew or something else happened!!!!!!

insecurities... by _casually_cruel

[BxB].I have scars, it's not a question, it's a statement, scars inside and out. I have never loved anyone, as much as I love him, but I can't commit to anything, I won't commit to anyone. I can't seem to get out of my own head, I want him so fucking badly, but I won't be broken by love. I have commitment issues, I have anger issues, I have so many issues, and he's just one of many insecurities.

Stuck With You by joshdotcom

Mew is such a coward ass for not telling his heart out earlier. He was scared that his feeling will ruin their friendship. But, their beautiful friendship was ruined miserably. He kept on lying to himself, lying to his heart. Gulf is a hot-headed person who deeply wounded in the heart. His heart hurts more for losing his bestfriend rather than losing his filthy girlfriend. He was no longer the old Gupi, he changed a lot after heartbroken. Both of them were hurting. But what will happen if they live under the same roof and stuck during the pandemic? "You are so fucking coward!" "I- I like you" . . . This is a lockdown, love and hatred fan-fiction of Mew and Gulf. Welcome to Stuck With You✨ [completed] Ranking: 1- #tharntype 01/01/2021 2- #gulf 23/01/2022

Childhood Enemies by hexy201

Short story kinda long chapters . Just a quick warning, I promise you it's not what it seems, the plot twist is something you will never imagine, I want to see you try and guess what will happen , no cheating. Try to guess , I promise you you'll never be able to predict what happens. ___________________________________________ ↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓ When you're a kid normally you'd have a childhood best friend, or a childhood girlfriend or boyfriend or just a childhood friend. But my childhood was different, cause unlike most people I had a childhood enemy, rival. Yeah.... I wish I was kidding but I'm not . Ever since I learned how to walk and talk I was taught to hate this one guy , Damian.

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Rumours [BxB] ✔️

↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ Everyone makes at least one mistake in their life; if you don't, you're not human. I just happen to be one of those people who make a lot of mistakes. To start with, there were the Rumours. You know, those things that only powerful people can make up? Yeah. Those. They were the beginning of everything that ever went wrong in my life, but also the thing that led me to the end. Although, I didn't know that at the time, so a few bruises and kisses down the line, I found myself faced with a big problem. I had to choose between three people, all of whom had been lying about everything for months. That wasn't an easy task for someone like me, but the biggest issue? The one who made me cry the most tears was the one I couldn't help but love. ↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ "I never meant to hurt you, River." "Then why did you do it? Why did you do all of those things? I'm not some toy for you to use when you feel like it and then throw away when you're done." ↞↞↞♛↠↠↠ Completed ✔️ Started: 15/03/19 Finished: 18/08/19