Small Doses
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MatureComplete Sun, May 17, 20204h 57m
5 years ago, I lost my best friend. All because he confessed his feelings for me and I over thought things. I was left on my own only to realize too late that the feelings were mutual.
Now, I vow to love the next guy wholeheartedly, with no reservations, no regrets. I only live once.
Let's not make things complicated. When I love, I love period.
- Mew Bennett
I have never been in love. Sure I've been with girls but I never felt the need to take care of anyone. To be responsible with another person's feelings is just so big a burden, I'd rather not experience it.
I'm all for self-preservation, to be secured in who I am without having to worry about hurting someone else.
Let's not make things complicated. I don't intend to fall in love period.
-Gulf McQueen
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