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To be so Lonely

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Reads 46,921
Votes 1,355
Parts 11
Time 1h 19m

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After 5 years of absolute silence between the boys, Harry decides to speak in an interview about his feelings towards the Doncaster boy Louis. He opens up about years of hidden love, public pressure, heartbreak and denying.

Louis is finally happy in his relationship when he hears about the interview and all the memories and feelings, he tried to forget, come back and force him to reach out to Harry.

or the story of how Harry and Louis finally break the silence after 5 years and find a way back together.All Rights Reserved

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Miss You ~Larry Stylinson by micks_bitch

(COMPLETE) Louis and Harry have been a 'secret' couple since One Direction formed as a band. The two were forced to keep their relationship under wraps since they were both boys...and to a lot of people, that's 'Not Normal'. Eventually, When fans started to ship Larry Stylinson, The boys were pulled apart, forced to stop seeing each other, and Louis was eventually forced to choose his freedom for him or for Harry. He of course chose Harry...but that meant Louis needed a girlfriend, for extra proof that the two boys weren't together. But he can't stop loving his Hazza.. and his ex-boyfriend still loves him.

5 Leagues Above ➸ Larry Stylinson by soin1d

Louis could feel Harry behind him, the hot breath on his neck and the soft hands upon his waist. "You know I do more than tutor, don't you?" Harry whispered softly in his ear. The butterflies in Louis' stomach erupted, but before he could say anything, Harry had him pinned against the wall. Louis smiled when Harry kissed him, and wrapped his hand around the back of Harry's beautiful curls, pulling him in tighter. This felt right. Perfect, in fact. But no one could know... No one could ever know. * * * * * * * * * * * * Louis is the high school jock and the most popular kid in school with a big secret - he's gay. Despite his popularity, Louis feels empty inside. Loneliness consumes him, and Harry - his tutor that he's liked since day one- is the only thing that'll fill that void. Harry is a humble soft boy who knows more about romance than he let on. He tutors Louis multiple times a week and starts out blissfully unaware of Louis' feelings for him. However, he quickly develops feelings of his own and has a hard time hiding them from Louis. As their feelings for one another turn from a spark of interest into a flaming fire of passionate love, it becomes a constant struggle to keep their romance a secret. * * * * * * * * * * * * [Complete] First started: Nov. 5, 2020 First 1,000 reads: Nov. 6, 2020 First 10,000 reads: Nov. 11, 2020 First 50,000 reads: Dec. 5, 2020 Top Ranks: #1 in stylinson #4 in louistomlinson #1 in niallhoran #1 in larrystylinson #1 in louisandharry #1 in 1Dlove #2 in louis

all our younger years (l.s.) by reveries-passions

There was a long moment where Harry didn't actually think Louis was going to answer; where he feared he would be sitting here forever, waiting for this boy to share with him what was so terrible that he was crying, borderline sobbing, on what might've been the most incredible night of Harry's life. And then he answered, and if it was even possible, Harry felt even sadder. "You're it, Harry. You're the best part of me. And I can't fucking leave. Not like this." in which harry and louis are inseparable trouble makers who think they have everything figured out, but as it turns out, they don't, and they have one summer left together until louis goes to university.

hold me by simonethearies

A short story - Louis and Harry reunite after years of separation. Blinded but guided by the feeling of love they find each other once again. Meant to be.

Little Man by epicurists

After a devastating break up, Louis doesn't think he'll ever be with anyone again, let alone fall in love with someone. That is, until he spots Harry at a pub, the straight boy he befriended at the beach and hit on months ago. He's no longer got a girl latched to his side. Although he's never done more than kiss someone of the same sex, he finally seems interested in the petite little man.

i study rainbows //l.s by ellebask

harry is the new boy at school with a particularly troubled past, who is completely and openly gay. he discovers troubles when he realizes that not everyone is as accepting as the people at his old school. louis is a closeted boy who is very confused about who he is supposed to be. his super strict parents would string him up by the ears if he took a step out of line, and do worse if they found out his sexuality. read to see what happens when the two meet and their destinies intertwine.

Forbidden Love [Larry Stylinson] by chipotlenaughtyboy

"If this is what heartbreak feels like, I don't want any part of it. Seriously, running me over with a bus would hurt less." - Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles are in love, and management does whatever they can to keep their relationship hidden. After being torn down for so long, will they eventually give up?

it started with a heart shaped rock by Larrys_left_shoe

a young boy gives another boy a rock the shape of a heart. This is going to be a relatively short story

next to you ❀ l.s. by amazaynly-in-deniall

harry doesn't know what to expect when louis moves into the apartment beside his, but he definitely didn't expect hallway kisses and mysterious packages and enough love to finally ease his tortured mind. (or: harry just wants to make everyone else happy, and louis shows him that it's okay to let someone take care of him for a change.) [December 2020-May 2021] word count: 165,000 words trigger warnings: trauma, mentions of rape, references to domestic abuse (physical and emotional), mild disordered eating, minor violence, smut

Pride {l.s.} by raindropkiss1

Louis Tomlinson has tried so hard to not be who he really is. He has worked for years to not be a person that people don't accept. The walls he built are slowly torn down by a tall boy with green eyes. Add Louis, Harry Styles, a pride parade, and a kiss together, and there's a story full of love and someone learning that it's okay to love boys because love is love, right? (Louis is a painter who hides his sexuality. Harry is a wedding photographer who embraces his gay pride. Liam and Zayn most certainly have a thing going on, and Niall is content just trying to open a restaurant.) Cover by @stiles24stilinskiXD

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Forbidden Love [Larry Stylinson] cover

it started with a heart shaped rock cover

next to you ❀ l.s. cover

Pride {l.s.} cover

Miss You ~Larry Stylinson

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