Letters to Gavin

My doctor told me I should journal. She said if I get all my thoughts out maybe I'll feel better. Who knows, I kinda suck at this journal thing anyway. Honestly, I bought a cute journal to write in, but then I decided to write other stuff in there and it's completely filled up. And guess what? I don't have any other notebooks to write in so lucky me, I'm using this. Idk, this might be better, because I might get some feedback or maybe you'll somehow stumble upon it and actually take me seriously for once. HAHA FAT CHANCE! Though I wish it wasn't.