Was i wrong?
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My life is a maze with a lot of dark and scary paths. Some of them are trap and i feel like i'm a magnet for them. Since my childhood, i took wrong turns, i fell in large holes, i've been beaten up by life and i still stand trying to find the right way to exit and see the light again.
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I created this book with personal experiences and some fiction to complete the story. Some parts could be darker with suicidal content, self-harming and some troubled thoughts. Thank you for being rational. Sometimes i can have a really bad temper and writing is a source of distraction, so there might be some mistakes and dark thoughts.
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