Akaashi always looked up to Bokuto. He always thought of him as a star player. He was the reason why Akaashi wanted to attend Fukurodani. But who was to the thought that Akaashi would have fallen for the person he looked up to? But Akaashi goes through some things that he is afraid to tell one of the people he trusts the most. Trigger Warning! -Bullying -Alcohol I do not own this art! Credit to the creator! I DO NOT OWN HAIKYUU!!