The feeling of just don't fitting in

Hi,
These are just my thoughts and feelings of not being at the right place where I actually want to be.
Feelings of a girl who just came home after being away from home for 6 months.
Even if it's really personal just read it, maybe you can relate to this maybe not and maybe you just don't care. But that's all right.

Language might change between English and German. I apologise in advance.