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Letters To A Gravegirl...

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Ivy's life shattered when her life-long friend Rosa 'left'. Now, her world starts slowly crumbling around her as she starts to lose everything she cares about, and she finds comfort only in the writing of the never-sent letters to her lost friend.

 'I think my parents want me to move on, but they don't realize how special you were to me. How such good friends we were. How I'll never forget you. I miss you so much. You left me with a gaping wound that will never heal.'

A/N: Me and my friend have been writing this book together - we were actually surprised at how much we managed to write. She and I have been writing it on another website together, and I'm uploading it onto here. It's not finished yet; the chapters are quite short so we'll have to write lots of them! Thanks for reading - it means a lot to us!   © @whenravensfly and @poppysockmonty

*Contains elements of self-harm and suicidal/emotional thoughts.*All Rights Reserved

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'We live on a safe street, I never imagined this,' 14-year old Ivy's parents have been arguing all night, she's had enough of this and decides to run away. She starts to hear voices as she follows them and gets kidnapped. She slowly goes insane as she's locked in a room for months. TW some scenes may be distressing to some people