Random Ranting

So people have told me I need to express emotions more and actually say how I feel. Well, I'm going to listen because I can't keep this in any longer. This is my rant book. You don't have to read it. It's not fake either. I'm just trying to rant for anyone who decides they actually care about someone as worthless as me.
No one has to read this. I won't care if you don't. This is more of a mental health thing than a begging for attention thing. I'm only posting these because some people for some reason care about me. I can't begin to tell you how much of a mistake that is.