Rage is the Colour Green (Tododeku-Completed)
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Last published Sun, Jun 14, 2020
Izuku is tired.
He knows he should heal and yet he cannot bring himself to do so.
What if he allows just a hint of who he really is to shine through?
Maybe it'll break the armour he made for himself all those years ago...
This contains ende*whore hate and a hint of villain deku.
It's a lot of trauma and angst, paired with fluff, because I can't help myself.
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