dear diary // Depressed Bakugou X Suicidal Deku//
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Dear diary, why live if you're going to die... Why make friends if you're going to die alone ......why fall in love if...... Shit .....why fall in love..... If the one you fall for hates you...
( hey I going to the centers soon idk if will be put into in-patient care so if I stop writing I will be getting help for my fucked up brain )
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