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dear diary // Depressed Bakugou X Suicidal Deku//

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Dear diary,  why live if you're going to die... Why make friends if you're going to die alone ......why fall in love if...... Shit .....why fall in love..... If the one you fall for  hates you...


( hey I going to the centers soon idk if will be put into in-patient care so if I stop writing I will be getting help for my fucked up brain )All Rights Reserved

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Even In Death... by Ginger_angry_pompom

Why? Why, even though you're not here, i can feel you. Join Katsuki's journey on battling his inner demons and handle the loss of the only person he's ever truly loved. He'll never get to see him again... will he? Even so, can he accept his own feelings and give into happiness or drown in self hate and destruction. I'm really bad at descriptions Please read the tags. There are very mentions of self-harm, gore & suicide. This is 18+

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Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] by wasteofspace4150

***READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE)*** Damn it Todoroki What the fuck did you do? Why the fuck did you do this to me? Why the fuck didn't you come back? You knew I never meant to hurt you I know You know that And yet You haven't come back It's been nearly a week I can't I can't handle this My intentions at the start were to help you And then part ways with you To focus on my career But I got attached And now I never want you to leave "I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching. "I knew as soon as you got better." My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger. "You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore." I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth. You always hated when I'd push myself too much And even after everything No matter how hard I try I'm still a failure I always fail in the end I always fall short It's never enough Nothing I ever do Is enough to come out on top It used to be easy I was just naturally good Comfortable at the top And now I'm struggling just to stay in the running I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection. I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest. No wonder Aizawa confronted me I look like hell I feel like hell Fuck This is hell

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do you really love me? (suicidal deku x bakugo) by solo_17

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