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Why won't you love me? {b x b}

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Reads 192
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Parts 6
Time 13m

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"Why won't you just love me?" He begs, choking up yet another, blood covered rose, eyes brimming with tears.

"I can't, I just can't I'm sorry" He too was crying, this was his best friend after all; it was his fault he was going to die, all because he didn't return the same feelings. 

All the love he felt was purely platonic and that destroyed both of the boys, one wished he returned his red feelings, the other wished he did feel the same way for the sake of his life...

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I own all the characters and the plot, the only thing I don't own is the hannaki disease but there's many different variations of what it causes each person writes it in their own way and can add they're own aspects to it for the plot


I am accepting any help with editing and spell 
checking just message me.

//THEY ARE ALL EITHER 16 OR CLOSE TO 16 WHICH IS THE LEGAL AGE OF CONSENT IN ENGLAND\\

//set in England\\

•Work in progress•All Rights Reserved

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Apartment 239

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