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Mariyah collin is a thick girl, she have a huge crush on this guy name Dustin for 3 years and she's obssesed with him . Dustin is a fit, handsome, popular guy in school. He hate fat girls mostly he hate Mariyah, he like to fat shame/verbal abuse her and that make Mariyah hurt alot, but she's hiding it. Mariyah suffer from, Insecurities, deepresion, suicidal thoughts, crying everyday and night before sleep. she has no self-confidence, she just hate herself and wanted to end her life just because of Dustin and her thick body but she's trying to stay strong. Mariyah is an only child. She had a lovely parents trying their very best to support her. She can lose weight but there are some reason that make her hard to lose weight. Mariyah didn't tell anyone that she suffers from pain and suicidal stuff. she kept it all by herself not even her family and friends until one day everything has spilled out. what kind of reason? why did she like Dustin that much? what happened to Mariyah later? Is she going to lose weight? will Dustin like her if she lose weight? why does Mariyah kept her feelings to herself? what happens after everyone knows knows about it? (more question?) Read the book to find out all the answers *°Based on a real life story°*

When you're stuck inside a layer of skin you never asked for, what does the soul do? It cries out in poems and pictures, and words that have so much meaning to anyone if they look hard enough. It winces in pain every time the pen hits the paper and shouts in agony every time the mirror is reflected upon a burning face. This is a collection of me. My eating disorder, my depression, anxiety, my thoughts, my words, my pain. If you've ever wondered what it was like inside the mind of an anorexic, a bulimic, a chronically depressed woman, here is the answer. A memoir written by me. There is no specific order you should read this book. Choose a random chapter from the table of contents, and read. Take a little in, leave a little out. ****** There is a major trigger warning for almost every story in here. If you are sensitive to numbers, or ideas or anything of this matter, this book may not be for you.

I'm just a normal girl, boring old me. No boy has ever treated me right, treated me with love and pride, which is probably because I got a high passion for food and I often get stamped as fat although I'm only 84 kilos. Society likes bringing people down. They made me unhappy. And as boys and girls we feel we have this need to be perfect because the world stamps us fat if we don't have gap between our thighs or if we have a few kilos extra on our tummies. "So what made you look at yourself differently?" "His words." I speak. "Everything is possible."

»»----*.·:·.✧ ✦----«« 𝑭𝑳𝑨𝑴𝑬𝑺: 𝒂 𝒅𝒂𝒃𝒊 𝒙 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒙 𝒉𝒂𝒘𝒌𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒍 »»----*.·:·.✧ ✦----«« ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ★ ₊ . °╰➜ 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ┊ ┊ ┊. ✧ ° . • 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐨 ┊ ┊° .✫ ﾟ. ꒷𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐨'𝐬 𝐞𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐧, ┊ ✦ ₊° .𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 ☆𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞? • cross posted and more updated in ao3 - hellokarennsays !

"Talk to you about it?" I asked with a dark laugh. "it's not as easy as you make it sound," "Yes, Garret! Talking! You know what that is right? It's very easy! You just open your mouth and let the words that are in your head, come out of your mouth." "It's not that simple," I fought down emotions that were building up. "Yes, it is! See, i'm doing it right now!" "No-it's not!" "Yes!" "No!" "Yes! just talk, dang it!-" "You just expect it to be easy to talk about my dead parents?! About how guilty I feel for not visiting their grave for the past 11 years?! I didn't even realize how long it's been, I had pretty much forgotten about them for 11 years! Do you know what kind of guilt is eating at me right now!" I shouted in angst, my hands grabbing at the clothes on top of my head and pushing it into myself, wanting to just be shielded away from everything I was feeling, guilt, sadness, from thinking about more people I've lost in my life. Before I could even react, Keeley's tiny arms wrapped themselves around my torso. ~ 
Garret had a difficult life. His parent's died when he was 10, and he got moved around for 4 year's in foster care. He finally find's a home where he feels like he's family, He has a mom, dad and a brother. 4 years later things happen and everything start's to go wrong. People die and people you thought you knew show a whole different side. Garret finds himself distancing from everybody. Because if he's not close to anybody, they cant get hurt. Right? 
One day while at a fight he runs into Keeley, who is a spirited and confident little fireball. when they met it left an impression on Garret, soon he finds himself wanting to know her more. and soon, he find's himself falling for her. 
Everyone Garret's ever loved has died, has gotten hurt, or stabbed him in the back.will he be able to trust her enough to let her close,or push her away to keep them both from getting hurt? © 2013

Izuku Midoriya, a computer science nerd, wants nothing more than to graduate and get on with his life. He doesn't like being social, he doesn't want the college experience, and he doesn't care that his senior year is ending and the rest of his life is beginning. Then, something changes it all. Rather, someone. When he needs a favor from the quarterback of the football team, he may be forced out of his bubble he'd secured himself in so tightly. -------- Katsuki Bakugo, the quarterback of the football team, wants nothing more than to have a good time. Other than being drafted, he doesn't have plans for the future. He hangs out with his friends, parties, and plays football. He barely passes his classes, and he most certainly doesn't care about school. But when a nerd needs his help with something and his friends make a bet with him that he can't refuse, the bubble he tried to keep from forming starts to close in and he doesn't hate it as much as he thought he would. ⚠️Smut ⚠️Language ⚠️Light drug usage ⚠️Alcohol Use ⚠️Depression/suicidal ideals

Life isn't always as it seems. People can not always be trusted, even the ones you have believed your entire life, they wont help you here. Everyone will believe you are Toxic, barely human. Only an experiment worthy of being called a 'Test Subject'. Now Wake Up. It was only a dream, wasn't it? You can still trust the ones you believe, you don't have to face the truth yet. (This book is a first draft, the real book will be available to buy, however it isn't published yet, there will be grammatical errors and much of the scenes are ones I came up with on the spot, this book hasn't had any editing whatsoever, the published version will read more smoothly and be more overall enjoyable than the first draft.)

<<Read Description!>> You were in a really bad state, all throughout your life. Soon you made a choice, a choice that was meant to be your last. Until you open your eyes in someone's arms. You realize who it is and wonder why he would save someone like you. He's not like any other man, he cared for you. You stayed with him for a while and you guys became close. Once you start catching feelings how will he react? Keep reading to find out! (x fem reader) ~~~~| *Just a heads up, this is an AU where U.A. didn't accept students under the age 17. So that way they would fully understand their quirks. Along with Y/N is 18 while Hawks is 22!* !This story does talk about depression, self harm, and suicide. I will put a trigger warnings throughout the story! ~~~~| Started- November 10, 2020 Finished- December 18, 2020 - #1 FictionalCharacters ( 02/04/2021 ) #1 MyHeroAcademia ( 02/27/2021 ) #1 AnimeFanFiction ( 03/25/2021 ) #1 MHA ( 03/31/2021 ) #1 Anime ( 03/07/2021 ) #1 XReader ( 10/27/ 2021 ) #2 HawksxReader ( 02/07/2021 ) #2 Hawks ( 02/11/2021 )