⚠️ This book contains very sensitive topics ⚠️ "𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕕𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖..." After Plastic beach, 2d hits his lowest. His shaking became worse. His need for painkillers became stronger. Every once terrible aspect of him and his life fell apart. He couldn't help but feel isolated, sad, depressed, S U I C I D A L. Confusion filled his heart. He for some reason wanted to express his feelings for Murdoc but could never understand why he had those feelings in the first place. He balanced poorly on the type rope of life or death, staying on by just the small chunk of hope he held. Hope for love, or maybe just even a proper explanation about why he felt this tenderness for the man that was leading him to death. "I give up."