Fever Dreams
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There's just something so peaceful about the late hours that brings out the creativity in me. I have had these poems in my journals and diaries for years, thought it was time somebody read them. I hope you like it..<3
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LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION)
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Poetic-ish I, began in 2017-2020.
Range of free verse Poems.Complete
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