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Ongoing, First published Feb 27, 2020
" can we surrender? "

we barely talked in school. 

he wasn't the popular kid, but he was the tall boy with glasses and curly hair and a pretty smile, the boy who always hung out with his small group of friends and would just be laughing, living and talking about video games and live concerts and comics.

i was the quiet girl, a little sad and a little happy, but the world saw me as just another blank face in the crowd with severe acne and social anxiety. 

at night, i would be twisting and writhing, his teeth biting into my neck, my fingers digging crescents into my palms until he slowly slid his own up my arms and held my hands above my head as he took me to ecstasy.

he was using my body because i let him control it. i offered it to him because he made me feel something, like i was actually alive. 

like i wanted to surrender everything to him.

.

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Summary: This story is about an incredible unique autistic girl and her two equally incredible best friends. Will they ever get out of the friend zone? A little taste of the story: Is it a sin to love someone too much? To say I miss her is an understatement. I can't eat. Can't sleep. Can't function. She is constantly on my mind as she dwelled herself deep inside my heart. My heart aches for her. Every time I think of her, I smile but my heart hurts like hell because she lives far away. Too far. Sometimes all I can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before I fall apart. Is it wrong to love someone this deeply at such an early age? I have inappropriate thoughts about her...about us. Not, as we are presently but grown up as adults. I'm jealous of my twin brother because he wants to take her from me. I can't let go of what's making me sad because its also the only thing that makes me happy. Her. I cannot lose her, because if I do, I will lose my best friend, my smile, my heart, my soul mate, my everything. If it is a sin, I don't think I want to be forgiven because I truly believe that God has sent her into my life to give me something to fight for, to show me there is love in this world, to give me hope and to bring me joy. All the proof I need in God is in her. She is a gift from heaven." ⚠️WARNING ⚠️ * language *drugs & alcohol * violence *assault & rape *nudity & sex