everything i didn't say. (a.i. au)
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MatureComplete Mon, Aug 25, 201427m
"Taking every breath away, with all of the mistakes, from all the letters that I saved, this is everything I didn't say."
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In which Ashton writes letters to his dead girlfriend whom he lost to suicide, and every day, he lives with the guilt of not being there with her when she even thought of killing herself.
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