Is It Really Worth It? -Depressed Deku [ON BREAK/HOLD]

Izuku Midoriya is completely fine. His friends have no reason to think otherwise, he just wears long clothing because he gets cold easily. He has absolutely nothing to hide
...........right?
Midoriya isn't actually fine. He constantly feels overwhelmed by his own thoughts, causing him do whatever it would take destroy them, even if that meant destroying himself. He needs help, but doesn't want to admit it and cause others to be disappointed in him. He is scared, lonely, and feels trapped inside his own head. But most of all, he feels selfish. He thinks he is selfish because he shouldn't and isn't "supposed" to have these thoughts. He tells himself he is just being a burden to his friends and should "get over it." but how much will he take before he starts to break and others start to see his cracks?

Cover art is not mine. But it is edited by @monkeysfangirl420 (credit to them)

(i'm really bad at descriptions but this is a sad Deku story )
WARNING: DO NOT READ THIS BOOK IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY DEPRESSION, SELF HARM, FEELING USELESS, SUICIDE, SWEARING, ETC. I PROBABLY WILL NOT PUT WARNINGS IN THE CHAPTERS SO THIS IS A BIG SIGN!! I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO GET TRIGGERED BY MY WRITING
ALSO!! this book will probably contain LGBTQ+ stuff in it, so if you don't like that stuff, feel free to leave and not come back.

i don't know what i'm doing so if i make a mistake, just tell me....
I DON'T OWN MY HERO ACADEMIA OR ANY CHARACTERS OTHER THAN OC'S (WHICH I DON'T KNOW IF I'M GOING TO ADD OR NOT) ALL RIGHTS TO PROPER OWNERS(I DON'T WANNA GET SUED)