I Am Not Okay With This (Me Either)
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Basically, during everything that goes down in season one, a new girl moves into town. She's not prominent in their story until where we left off after season one. She's kind of... odd. Peculiar, if you will. A bit shy, but strange nonetheless. She seems to get along with Stanley, as well as Sydney and Dina. But when they find out her secret, will she be accepted, or deemed an outcast? Little does she know, she's not all that different from Syd.
⚠️MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
-self harm
-child abuse/neglect
-suicidal thoughts
summary - stanley deserves love too. stanley x original character and syd x dina
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