I've Lost Myself... Pewdiepie x reader
- LETTURE 1
- Voti 0
- Parti 1
"I'm sorry, Kat. I've lost myself..."
a story in which Felix "loses himself", meaning he spirals out of control. after Marzia left him hes been drinking and even tried to take drugs. he's lost himself and he feels as if he doesn't matter. just as it's all about to crash down, Katrina Jennings swoops in. will she save him in time? is he already too far gone?
Tutti i diritti riservati
#34
öd
Entra a far parte della più grande comunità di narrativa al mondoFatti consigliare le migliori storie da leggere, salva le tue preferite nella tua Biblioteca, commenta e vota per essere ancora più parte della comunità.
Potrebbe anche piacerti
![Winsome Waves [Chanlix]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/218728517-256-k696518.jpg)
Winsome Waves [Chanlix]
When Felix sees a cute boy whilst he's at work, something intrigues him. From his wavy locks to the bruises on his wrists, he becomes curious in the blonds life. Chan wants to escape something, and maybe Felix is the way he can. I fucking suck at descriptions, I mean read if you want I'm not forcing you to do anything, I already hate myself for writing it anyway. -TW: Abusive Relationship, Swearing, Suicidal Insinuations, Panic Attacks- This is a work of fiction and purely for fun, don't take anything seriously. Started: 10/05/20 Ended: 17/10/20Completa
~Hematolagnia~ *Hyunlix* (Oneshot) 🔞
Hwang Hyunjin is an artist with an obsession and a love for all things red. Lee Felix was the popular boy in high school with a secret. When the past catches up with Felix and Hyunjin everything changed. Fic inspired by the Twitter Prompt: "artists hj who uses the blood of his victims as paint in paint his obsession, his muse lf" ~Hyunlix in Wonderland contest on AO3 held by @hyunlixwriters~ ~18+ STORY DO NOT INTERACT IF UNDER 18 AS IT CONTAINS DARK MATERIALS, CONCEPTS, AND SCENARIOS~ ~THESE ARE CHARACTERS IN A STORY AND DOES NOT REFLECT THE ACTUAL INDIVIDUALS! THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!~ ~Please read trigger warnings before reading!!!~Completa
Saving Marzia (Pewdiepie fanfic)
Felix (aka Pewdiepie) and Marzia, his long time girlfriend, end up getting separated in the middle of a Zombie Apocalypse. Will Felix be able to get his life together and go find Marzia before its to late or will he panic and screw it all up? This isn't a video game Bros. This is life or death.Completa
DARLING, YOU'RE HIGH AGAIN.
Felix's life is almost comparable to hell itself. His grief and madness is so great he completely became the embodiment of it. His soul is long broken. Felix suffered alone with his cigarettes that conquer all of him inside rather beautifully. He got drunk in unbearable sorrows like golden colour alcohol. And Felix lost himself as needle penetrated into him and drugs flowing like river through his veins. Felix's life is already fucked up as it is, who would have thought that a crimson haired man would desire to fuck it more. Many secrets will be unveiled as Felix will continue to suffer greater pain (All Fiction.)Completa
Remember Me (PewDieCry Fanfic 3)
*third book but you don't really have to read the others I guess* "He loved me, but now he doesn't even know me." Felix shot himself a year ago. The zombie virus is keeping him in a coma. They found someone to wake him up. But he doesn't remember Cry. He doesn't remember loving him or even Marzia and his daughter Tayla who haunts Cry's every movement. The day she died was the day Felix shot himself. He couldn't live with himself after killing his own daughter. Cry didn't think he could live without Felix. Like he would heal him. Maybe Cry couldn't handle being alone. Couldn't handle living with himself after what happened.Completa
The Sunshine In The Dark || Lee Felix
Aera keeps finding herself in unfortunate events. The traumas are building up and she keeps falling deeper and deeper into depression. One day, she decides to end it all. She's standing at the edge of the bridge, looking down to the moving water. Just when she wants to climb over the rail, a literal sunshine stops her. Can this sunshine help the depressed cloud find her way out of the dark? Or will feelings make this a bumpy road? TW: This story includes self harm, depressed/suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt. If you can't handle that sort of stuff, I suggest you to not read this. || Started: August 2 2024 || || Ended: December 20 2024 ||Completa
Undercover(pewdiecry fanfic)
After Marzia broke up with pewds life has been a disaster for him. That all changed the day he met Cry, there was something about him that made him feel so special that not even Marzia has made pewdie feel this way before. Once their love grew for eachother Cry knew he had to stay away from Felix because of his life, secrets, and madness. Will pewds find out everything about Cry? Or will he end up getting hurt in the end?Completa
The Babysitter. Hyunlix. ✔
🔞SMUT WARNING🔞 This is the story of when Felix's life had a drastic change and he had to raise a child all by himself. "DO you know a in house babysitter?" "I actually have a friend that the kid he was taking care of started school. He might be looking for a job." ❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️ I am not good at writing intro. This story is written in the moment, so I really have no idea what I am going to come up with, lol. Let's enjoy it together, shall we? Trigger warnings will be provided at the beginning of chapters. I like writing smut, so this one for sure will have at some point. **Made UP story just to have fun, fanfiction** Story is being written with a suggestion that @jionai8 sent to me in private of an idea she had! Thank you, doll, and I hope you enjoy this story made just for you! Started on Saturday, May 13th, 2023❤️ Completed on Monday, February 26th, 2024.❤️Completa![Drain me [SKZ fanfiction] Lee Felix](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/362203628-256-k129673.jpg)
Drain me [SKZ fanfiction] Lee Felix
A Straykids x vampire fanfiction. What to do when you're the side character of the story? You've been his source for years and witnessed him expanding his territory and making friends. You know what he needs, when he needs it and why he needs it. Your chapter is already finished and now you're on the sideline, watching your friend find love again. What leaves that for you? Are you becoming the meddlesome person who will stand in their way? OR will you become the friend of the main, the fairy godmother giving wise advice? Maybe you won't be any of those, you remain a side character and silently cheer for your friend. But realizing you're not his pillar anymore hurts... And what about the knowledge you now possess? He can't be there for you whenever lurking danger surrounds you. How can you leave your house, without wondering if there are others like him? Your purpose is over and a new chapter has only now begun. 1K Reads at 18-10-24' 2K Reads at 17-3-25'Completa
𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 | 𝐉𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐗
❥"𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙚𝙩" Felix grew up hating his father, his father who always abused his sisters and his mother, his father who told Felix that boys liking boys is wrong. Felix loved his mother though, she was always so caring and supportive. She once told him a story that he thinks about every day. After his mother's death he became cold hearted, his heart was destroyed and he barely knew who he was. He started beating people up in school and bully people. When he turned 18 he joined a mafia and he was the one who tortured people for information, he loves doing so, seeing blood everywhere, he always have someone else with him when doing so because he needs to listen to music because he can't listen to the screams because it reminds him too much of his past. Felix thought he could never become happy again until he met Han Jisung. WARNINGS: THIS INCLUDES: CHILD ABUSE, ABUSE, SMUT (degrading kink, daddy kink, princess kink), FEMBOY JISUNG, BLOOD, MURDER, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ANGST?, FLUFF, RAPE. <3.Completa
When Felix sees a cute boy whilst he's at work, something intrigues him. From his wavy locks to the bruises on his wrists, he becomes curious in the blonds life. Chan wants to escape something, and maybe Felix is the way he can. I fucking suck at descriptions, I mean read if you want I'm not forcing you to do anything, I already hate myself for writing it anyway. -TW: Abusive Relationship, Swearing, Suicidal Insinuations, Panic Attacks- This is a work of fiction and purely for fun, don't take anything seriously. Started: 10/05/20 Ended: 17/10/20
Più dettagliLinee guida sui contenuti