I've Lost Myself... Pewdiepie x reader
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"I'm sorry, Kat. I've lost myself..."
a story in which Felix "loses himself", meaning he spirals out of control. after Marzia left him hes been drinking and even tried to take drugs. he's lost himself and he feels as if he doesn't matter. just as it's all about to crash down, Katrina Jennings swoops in. will she save him in time? is he already too far gone?
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