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Why i killed myself

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LECTURES 308
Votes 18
Parties 11
Durée 50m

abused depressed fiction mystery suicide

I trusted.
I screamed.
I pleaded.
I was in pain.
I called for help.
I was all alone 
I was in pain all alone.
I looked at the darkness that surrounded me and wondered if it leveled up to the darkness that lived in me.
I wanted peace.
I wanted to rest.
I had no power on my life any longer because baby Joan was now the one controlling every second of it.
Digesting in the darkness that surrounded me for the last time, I silently told Mom how sorry I was and struggled until the life was drained out of me.Tous Droits Réservés

abused depressed fiction mystery suicide

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Texts From A Broken Girl {l.h}, écrit par anikahayze

*I wrote this as a fetus from the womb so I mean read at your own risk Unknown: Hi I'm Luke Hemmings. I sit behind you in math and I can't help to notice how depressed you look. Violet: Well your blunt! Unknown: I wasn't trying to be I was just trying to say I would like to help you. Violet: You can't help me, no one can.

Save Me, écrit par LunarDivinity

I was drowning. I knew that. I also knew that the hands around my throat, pushing me deeper into the river water was the cause. What I didn't know was who was drowning me and why. It hurt thinking. It hurt to do anything right now. But I still screamed under the cold water and pushed the hands away as hard as I could. It didn't have much effect. I fought and fought, but I was getting weaker, and colder. The pain was overbearing. I couldn't breathe. It was the worst pain imaginable; and as the hands that were around my neck were forcibly ripped off by some unknown force, I slipped deeper into the depths of the river. My hair was straight above me along with my arms. My eyes were open and the water burned. A darkness started to pull me under, taking the pain away. I felt a small pressure around my waist, before the darkness completely consumed me. The last thing I remember is thinking, save me.

Fatal Attraction: Falling into a Cruel love (Boyxboy), écrit par KatieHartx

Why did he kidnap me? This happened 3 months ago. Many times I have tried to escape the clutches of his rough hands. Many times I have cried for help. But I need to get stronger in order to escape from him. Now, three months later, I think about this, but now my feelings are different. I wanted to kill him, to make him suffer the way he made me suffer. "Do it, kill him!" Is what I'm thinking. "Kill him and it will be over. I will be able to escape." The mask that was hiding his identity looks at me as I hold the knife to his throat. The whole time I been wondering why I didn't just slit his throat. He told me to do it, to finish him but I couldn't, I just couldn't. I couldn't hate him for the times he whipped me or raped me. I just couldn't. I looked at him holding the knife to his throat with a shaky hand. No matter how hard I try I can't hate him. No matter how hard I try I can't get the knife to slice Reidson's throat. Dropping the knife on the floor I look at his face. I couldn't see his eyes because of the white mask. Now the same hands that used to be so rough became soft and warm. He still beats and rapes me but I figured out why I didn't hate him for making me suffer like this with these same hands that hurt me so cruelly are now touching my face gently. I held his hand to my chest as I look at his masked face. His hand is stained with blood. My blood. I look at his face, I have fallen into a cruel love.

$¿How far are you willing to go? {Book 4} (Old Version) Being renewed, écrit par Anais_Baromeo$

A body swam above me as he moved toward me, oh for heaven sakes! Even stuck in a bottom of the pool I had the disgrace to be saved by him again? What was he even doing here in the first place? Was he stalking me or something? Oh God, I had a stalker like in the movies. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me up but my body didn't move an inch. I pushed him away from me and shook his shoulders as I pointed down at my stuck foot. He swam down and tried to unhook the bracelet but he couldn't. He pushed himself up and I thought that he had given up on me. I thought he was a rapist, now that I blew his cover it was a perfect way to get rid of me. I'm going to save myself, I don't need him anyways. I hovered and struggled to get it out. How did this even happen? I was pushed as jerk face returned, my head leaned back as he swam toward me and sneaked his arms around my waist to bring me forward. He plastered our mouths together to give me mouth to mouth breathing and the bracelet suddenly unhooked by itself. The fuck the ancestors think they're doing?

When You Fall in Love with Your Enemy, écrit par nytstories

When I was jumped off the bridge I thought of a moment which made me re-think my decision. But its too late. I was dying. Drowning. Struggling. Then his hand came up to me. He pulled me towards him. I was held up in his arms. He shook me to see if i can open my eyes. But all i can sense is his warmth. Who is he? Why is he saving me? Why is his touch feels so good?

The Ghost Who Watches Me, écrit par Forever_a_mystery1

My life couldn't have been any worse. I had abusive parents who hated me, I was constantly bullied at school, even strangers hated me. I had nothing to live for. Until I met him. Luke. He told me to stay alive, to not give up. He didn't want me to have the same fate as him. He didn't want me to kill myself like he did. He was a ghost who gave me life. (Note: this book contains quite sensitive subjects like depression, suicide, self harm, bullying and abuse. Do not read if you don't want to read about those subjects...its kinda obvious)

Pregnant by a psycho ✔, écrit par queensofsupreme

"STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME" I shouted pointing a knife at him. It was the only thing keeping him away from me. "Do it!" He said with a wicked smirk. I curse myself for sleeping with this psychopath killer. My body trembled at his demand. I can't believe I'm pregnant with his child. "I swear I'll do it." I threatened moving back and he just chuckles "what wrong with you ?" I asked as a tear dropped from my eyes. "You think I'm scared of that knife. I enjoy pain just like I enjoy killing people." "You sick stay away from me." I shouted taking a step back. "I know. People used to call me psycho when I was a kid so I became one." *******

A CRYING GEM, écrit par MaggieSamW

Agatha For years, I hadn't felt a single spark for any other living being. Had shut myself in a dark world where no one ever bothered to dive in. Not till I met Mr Trouble himself. And he made sure I felt his impact like lightning. I have secrets, dark secrets that terrify me. Can anyone else handle them without having to die? Or will history repeat itself? Will Born and raised in absolute poverty, the only way I could survive was always taking care of only myself. Then I moved schools and met this uptight redhead that everyone feared and avoided because she bathed in luxury. I wanted to test just how far she could go. How deep she could venture in her lavish lifestyle. I thought she was a spoiled brat thinking nobody leveled up to her class. I had vowed to humiliate and scar her. And that, I did. But later realised I was hurting myself too. Along the way, I might have found a much troubled soul than mine. One that had had to bear deep pain than anyone else alive. *25th Feb 2020* Close to 150 pages...(46,513 words)

Dark Desires Unveiled , écrit par Noonefr0

She never knew her life would be full of such horrors. She didn't know that falling in love is filled with so much pain and misery. She fell for his innocence but he was the devil in disguise. She tried to run only to get captured by him and to be taken back to that tiny place which is filled with her pain and screams. It is a nightmare He tortured me in every single way. I was petrified, I was living in the hope that someone would come and save me but, nobody did. He knew every single thing about me. "He knew my every.....weakness"

Savior (a Andy Biersack romance), écrit par blackveilmaiden

I felt the back of my head connect with the wall and felt a hot liquid pour down my neck and back. I touched my hand to the back of my head and lifted my hand up to examine a shiny liquid that must have been my blood. I felt dizzy and my stomach turned as I saw so much blood covering my hand. The man then laid me on the ground and stripped me. I was so weak by this point that I couldn't even fight back. He then spread my legs and took what he wanted. All I could do was lie there moaning in pain. All of a sudden I heard someone yell and the man got off of me and ran. I saw a pair of blue eyes and said, "My savior," and then I fell into darkness.

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Texts From A Broken Girl {l.h} cover

Fatal Attraction: Falling into a Cruel love (Boyxboy) cover

¿How far are you willing to go? {Book 4} (Old Version) Being renewed cover

When You Fall in Love with Your Enemy cover

The Ghost Who Watches Me cover

Pregnant by a psycho ✔ cover

A CRYING GEM cover

Dark Desires Unveiled cover

Savior (a Andy Biersack romance) cover

Texts From A Broken Girl {l.h}

*I wrote this as a fetus from the womb so I mean read at your own risk Unknown: Hi I'm Luke Hemmings. I sit behind you in math and I can't help to notice how depressed you look. Violet: Well your blunt! Unknown: I wasn't trying to be I was just trying to say I would like to help you. Violet: You can't help me, no one can.