Mere oblivion (BTS Jimin ff)

I dream about you, but you just remain mistery.
Searching for answers but always ending in complete misery.
Every heartbeat, every breath you stole from me I feel is tearing me apart.
Sudden and quick you disappear like dust.
Afraid I will never see you again, wheezing and crying like a child every morning I wake up I'm afraid...I'm so afraid that I love you too much.
My condition is getting worse but how can I help it when I keep loving you the most?
Endless sleepless nights digging my grave seeking for the worst in me,
Leaking my blood, my sweat, my tears...
Help me Jimin!
Exempt me from this hell called you!