I Hate My Life

A sharp pain hit me, leaving a throbbing sensation in my cheek. Don't cry. Don't show him your weak.

"I don't want to hurt you Alex, so I think its best you get out of my room." I said pointing towards the door.

"Alone again again alone
Patiently waiting by the phone
Hoping that you will call me home
The pain inside my love denied
Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride
Everything I need it lies in you-----"

Ugh why does my phone have to ring at a time like this? I ignore my phone at look back up. Out of nowhere a lamp came swinging right at me. I duck and he misses. The sound of the lamp hitting my skull echoed in my head. I felt dizzy. I fall to the floor holding my throbbing head in pain. I start to see colorful and black spots. It slowly blocks my vision until it is totally dark.

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I wake up in by bed gasping. My brain is pounding so hard that it feels like its trying to get out of my head. I sit up and look at my sheets to see so much dried up blood I also spot my panties at the end of the bed with specks of dried up blood around it. This is so not my period. That's when everything from last night came back. Then it hit me.

I LOST MY VIRGINITY

2 days before my birthday.

Cover by: TimeShattered