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Used & Abused (Choi San X Reader)

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Parts 11
Time 40m

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Abused reader tries to learn to trust men again after an entire life of neglect. Will the past haunt her and stop her from being with a lover?

Warning: has foul language, violence, and possibly triggering themes and ateez ain't owned by me

DONT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO VIOLENCE, SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, IMPLIED RAPE, AND ANYTHING THAT FALLS IN THIS CATEGORYAll Rights Reserved

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Without Me || taejinkook by Cookie_Monsterlol

Tell me how's it feel... sittin' up there, Feeling so high but too far away to hold me, You know I'm the one who put you up there, Name in the sky, Does it ever get lonely? Thinking you could live without me..... - WITHOUT ME by Halsey ___________________ Kim Seokjin was married to a man he thought could bring him happiness, a man who would love him until the end of time but instead, he gave Seokjin a miserable life, He hopelessly drowns himself to believe that everything will be fine as long as he's with him. Soon, fate itself took part in the greatest love & lies between a married broken man and two possessive men who will do anything to take Seokjin to themselves... What will Seokjin do? Through this maze of tag of war. Who will he choose? The one who has Sinned? Or the one who will Sin? Can Seokjin handle it all? the secrets that they keep will soon come to the surface. ----- CONTAINS BOOKS 1 & 2 Books 1&2 may contain elements such as abuse, rape, and psychological disorder, read at your own risk. 《◇》《◇》《◇》《◇》《◇》 Warning ; - Angst - you might shed some tears - cheating/two-timer - sensitive chapters - psychological disorder

Between Us - Woosan by Wowoosan

When is it worth putting your friendship on the line for something more? Wooyoung and San have been best friends for years, but Woo has been keeping a secret, he's actually completely smitten with San. But San's not into men, right? ~~ Woosan story. BxB. Mature themes. Fast paced. Might create part two, if enough interest. Started 9/20/24 Finished 10/01/24 Not intended to reflect actual people, Ateez, KQ or any related affiliates. I in no way presume any relationships past or present or speculate on idols actual lives. This is purely as a fan written as entertainment and not meant to cause offense or hardship. - #5 AteezFanFic 10/16/24 #1 Woosan 11/7/24

Psycho Love - Choi San (ATEEZ) by keerachan

Mysterious rich guy who always in his own world but met with this woman that might change his life? San who has a mental illness due to dark memories and revenge from the past. Wil Y/N able to treat him and discover the pain, revenge and jealousy in his life? Started : Feb 2020 Ended : June 2020 Highest ranking : #1 in ateez #1 in ateezsan #1 in ateezchoisan #1 in ateezwoooyoung #1 in hongjoong #1 in ateezfanfiction #1 in ateezseonghwa #1 in atiny #2 in ateezhongjoong #2 in ateezyunho #3 in ateezmingi #4 in ateezyeosang #5 in choisan #6 in kqentertainment #9 in ateezjongho #9 in dramaromance Warning : Please prepare a lot of tissues while reading this story 🤧

Your Lies | Choi San by _EX09_

The days go by as time heals. But what about the engraved memories of pleasure and misery and everything in between? - "You?" I breathed out

PECCAVIA OBSCURA - ATEEZ (ENGLISH VER.) by atzrainie

"Welcome home, princess," San said, his soft and seductive voice a contrast to his intimidating appearance. "You weren't expecting us, huh?" I squirmed harder, but Mingi held me determinedly. San approached slowly, his footsteps echoing in the silence of the house. "No..." I managed to mutter, my voice muffled by the man's hand. "Please leave me alone..." San leaned towards me, his breath hot on my neck. "Oh, but you see honey..." he said "We don't want to let you go." Before you start reading. It may contain, and does contain: Anxiety, sexual content with consent and questionable consent, sensitive content, violence, unethical practices and other explicit descriptions. I trust that as a reader you know what affects you before you start reading. #1 ateezfanfic (02/03/25) (Let me know if there are any grammar mistakes please)

𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 | 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐬𝐚𝐧 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 by WooSaKi

"I loved how pure and fragile she looked in my corrupt arms; but I was going to destroy her because I was in love with her" [Cover made by @promisans] •An Ateez Choi San X Reader fanfiction (mafia au) •I really have no plans for this, so enjoy! •Random updates •There's probably (maybe) going to be some mature themes. Like guns, drugs, prostitutes, alcohol, sex, strong language. So please don't read if you're a child, I'm not one to corrupt little baby atinys here. Started- November 10 Ended- X #1 k-pop #1 ateezsan #1 sanateez #1 KQ #1 Hongjoong #3 Seonghwa #6 San #4 Ateez #5 Wooyoung

broken glass | woosan by xlovewoosannie

after coming to terms with his sexuality, san realizes he's fallen for his band mate, wooyoung. when their relationship becomes exposed, will they be able to make it work together? or will things fall apart ? MAINSHIP- woosan SIDESHIP- yungi / seongjoong / jongsang WARNING ⚠️ this story contains hard topics like homophobia, ed, angst and depression. please read with caution if these topics trigger you this is my first fanfiction so please support if you enjoy it ! 🏅#1 in #ateez - october 29, 2024 ♡ started: april 9, 2024 ♡ completed : october 1, 2024

✔️Damaged - Choi San x Reader (ATEEZ gang) by seonghwa-park

Y/N life takes a turn for the worst when she is suddenly kicked out of her home by her own parents. Y/N runs into some trouble on the night she gets kicked out! What will she do when she is taken by a gang after witnessing their crimes? ⚠️Warning ⚠️ Violence, swearing, sexual content, drug abuse Started: 23/05/20 Completed: 29/09/20

Alone ~hyunchan~ by squishy_bbokari

Short story Slow updates Hyunjin and Chan meet again after years of not seeing each other. Can they forgive each other for past events and repair their broken friendship? Tw: mentions of/descriptions of domestic violence angst (maybe) self harm

BET by Papionie

What happens when San and Seonghwa bet each other for fun; with the price of hurting two innocent people's feelings? Hii~ it is my first ateez bxb story! Hope you like it. It's a tiny bit cliche but hopefully fun nevertheless😌

Flower ||| Ateez by flamewhipper

Lily has a dark past, one that she cannot run from. She does her best to avoid contact with anyone, just wanting to take one day at a time and try to survive. But one day, everything changes when she is forced into a group project for one of her classes. Will Lily be able to escape her past and find the bright future she so desperately craves? Will the 8 boys be able to help her find her freedom? Or will they only push her deeper into darkness? 09/05/19 ~~ #5 for Ateez 09/16/19 ~~ #3 for Ateez 11/25/19 ~~ #1 for Jongho 07/22/20 ~~ #1 for Ateez 05/05/23 ~~ #1 for Atiny

Not Too Late | Choi San by hongjqt

darkness is all that he sees: for he's a boy with broken dreams. •• in which a homeless boy goes to audition for an entertainment company, and there he meets his new family. but it's not as simple as that, because when San finally thinks he found his happiness, pain presents itself back into his life in the form of his thought-to-be deceased father. will San be able to tell his members about his past, and would they be willing to help him get rid of his demons and start anew? started - 24 aug 2021 finished - 11 oct 2021 finished at 1.5k reads

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𝐈𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐬 ║ ᴡᴏᴏꜱᴀɴ by MoreThanMyOwn

ATEEZ, a popular K-Pop group, has begun to take Korea by storm. Beyond their stages and passionate performances, lay a secret relationship that remained hidden just beneath their company's nose. Wooyoung is in love with San, and he'd do just about anything to hold onto their relationship for as long as he can, but life has a tendency of throwing chaos their way, especially in ways that threaten to pull them apart with every passing second. ╰┈➤ **ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ᴘᴏꜱᴛᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴀ03 @ ᴍᴏʀᴇᴛʜᴀɴᴍʏᴏᴡɴ** ╰┈➤ 𝟭𝟴+ 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺𝗲𝘀! Non-Explicit Sexual Content, themes in regards to mental health (depression/anxiety), homophobia, drinking/alcohol abuse, partying, excessive cursing, arguments/confrontation ╰┈➤ I, by 𝗻𝗼 means, am assuming any of the ATEEZ members' sexuality. This is a work of fanfiction crafted because of my love for Woosan's close friendship. Please do not take their relationship or the themes of this book seriously.

𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐬𝐞║ ᴡᴏᴏꜱᴀɴ by MoreThanMyOwn

❥・ 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐨𝐟 ❝𝐒𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬❞ ▸ After Wooyoung and San realize their feelings for each other in Insomnia, their lives have changed drastically. From moving into an apartment together to getting new jobs, life seems to be changing for the better until Wooyoung relapses and sends their perfect world crumbling to the ground. ╰┈➤ 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐍𝐈𝐀 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬, 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐭, 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞! ╰┈➤ **ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ᴘᴏꜱᴛᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴀ03 @ ᴍᴏʀᴇᴛʜᴀɴᴍʏᴏᴡɴ** ╰┈➤ 𝟭𝟴+ 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺𝗲𝘀! Non-Explicit Sexual Content, excessive drinking/mentions of alcoholism, relapsing, mentions of mental health/anxiety or depression, unrequited feelings, partying/drinking games, excessive cursing and yelling are all written sporadically throughout the book. ╰┈➤ I, by 𝗻𝗼 means, am assuming any of the ATEEZ members' sexuality. This is a work of fanfiction crafted because of my love for Woosan's close friendship. Please do not take their relationship or the themes of this book seriously.

Undercover Love (ATEEZ San x Reader) by Evelicious89

In this thrilling love story, a detective finds themselves falling in love with a criminal they are pursuing. However, things become complicated when the detective discovers that the criminal has a heart of gold and is only committing crimes to support their family. As they navigate their opposing sides and try to make their love work, the two must also face the challenges of a society that views their relationship as taboo. The detective is torn between their duty to uphold the law and their feelings for the criminal, while the criminal must grapple with their guilt and desire to make things right. In a tale of love, loyalty, and redemption, the two must fight to overcome obstacles and prove that their love can conquer all.

By Mistake, By Love | Sansang by star0822

What started as a night of passion between Yeosang and San turned into something much bigger than they imagined. One slip, one moment out of control, and suddenly life had an unexpected surprise in store for them: the arrival of a baby. For Yeosang, whose life was marked by past hurts, fear of commitment, and invisible scars, parenthood seemed like an impossible challenge. However, with every little cry, every innocent smile, and every beat of that tiny heart, he discovered that love had unexpected ways of healing even the most broken souls. Together with San, they will try to navigate the chaos of parenting, love, and fear, discovering that sometimes unplanned mistakes can be the most beautiful blessings. ---------------- +Omegaverse AU +Abuse +Romance +Trauma +OC

In the birds' nest • woosan by Leavealicealone

[complete] "My little birds deserve only the best" it's with a promise that it starts: a promise of safety against the violence of the world, the hunger, the loneliness and the poverty. Just like a little bird, as long as you stay in The Nest nothing from outside will hurt you and Wooyoung belives it. But what to do when the most scary monsters come from the inside? Who will protect you then? "For a moment, San just stood there, watching him. In the dim light, Wooyoung looked peaceful, a stark contrast to the chaotic energy he had been radiating at the club just hours before. But as San gazed at him, a shadow of unease crossed his mind. San wondered if he was trying to drown out something, bury it under layers of noise and intoxication. It was in the way Wooyoung's smile never quite reached his eyes, the way his laughter sometimes faltered, as though the weight of whatever haunted him was too heavy to ignore, even for a moment. He didn't know what Wooyoung was running from, but he could feel the darkness lurking beneath the surface, the shadows of whatever had hurt him. San wanted to help, to reach out, but tonight wasn't the time. For now, all he could do was make sure Wooyoung was safe and comfortable." • ☾ 21+ content, this is the angstest story I've ever written and it contains very triggering topics as self-harm, sexual abuse, underage, physical and psychological violence. I added a tw at the beginning of each chapter, your mental health is more important than a stupid fanfiction so please, please, please: read at your discretion! ☾ SMUT, but slowburn ☾ angst with a happy ending • If you faced or are facing any of the troubles that the characters are suffering please always remember that you are loved, you are worth it and precious and that I'm rooting for you! Don't give up! #1 ateezfanfiction - 14/12/2024

Soundleasure | Choi San by Lucythor_xoxx

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Until You're Mine || Choi San by Lucythor_xoxx

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Without Me || taejinkook cover

Between Us - Woosan cover

Psycho Love - Choi San (ATEEZ) cover

Your Lies | Choi San cover

PECCAVIA OBSCURA - ATEEZ (ENGLISH VER.) cover

𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 | 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐬𝐚𝐧 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 cover

broken glass | woosan cover

✔️Damaged - Choi San x Reader (ATEEZ gang) cover

Alone ~hyunchan~ cover

Flower ||| Ateez cover

Not Too Late | Choi San cover

𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 | 𝖼.𝗌 𝗑 𝗃.𝗐 cover

𝐈𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐬 ║ ᴡᴏᴏꜱᴀɴ cover

𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐬𝐞║ ᴡᴏᴏꜱᴀɴ cover

Undercover Love (ATEEZ San x Reader) cover

By Mistake, By Love | Sansang cover

In the birds' nest • woosan cover

Soundleasure | Choi San cover

Until You're Mine || Choi San cover

Without Me || taejinkook

Tell me how's it feel... sittin' up there, Feeling so high but too far away to hold me, You know I'm the one who put you up there, Name in the sky, Does it ever get lonely? Thinking you could live without me..... - WITHOUT ME by Halsey ___________________ Kim Seokjin was married to a man he thought could bring him happiness, a man who would love him until the end of time but instead, he gave Seokjin a miserable life, He hopelessly drowns himself to believe that everything will be fine as long as he's with him. Soon, fate itself took part in the greatest love & lies between a married broken man and two possessive men who will do anything to take Seokjin to themselves... What will Seokjin do? Through this maze of tag of war. Who will he choose? The one who has Sinned? Or the one who will Sin? Can Seokjin handle it all? the secrets that they keep will soon come to the surface. ----- CONTAINS BOOKS 1 & 2 Books 1&2 may contain elements such as abuse, rape, and psychological disorder, read at your own risk. 《◇》《◇》《◇》《◇》《◇》 Warning ; - Angst - you might shed some tears - cheating/two-timer - sensitive chapters - psychological disorder