Creo que rompí mi cerebro
- Lecturas 54
- Votos 3
- Partes 4
Esta historia es totalmente real.
En ella pretendo contar como en el transcurso de tan solo 3 meses pase de un estado mental totalmente normal a descubrir la psicodelia, llevar a mi conciencia a los estados mas distantes y extraños, y finalmente acabar con un desorden de despersonalización persistente.
No se que sera de mi, tal vez me cure y todo vuelva a ser como antes, o tal vez mi mente este inevitablemente dañada ya, sea como sea sera de utilidad para mi y para otros mi relato.
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