Shit happens

*trigger warning*

"Hello bitches you've reached the answering machine of Alex Gaskarth leave me a message and if your sexy enough ill get back to you" Hearing his voice brought a tear to my eye and made all the memories flood back, a small smile appearing on my lips ill always remember his cute cocky attitude, BEEP. "Alex Im not coming back, Ive done something so terrible. Im terrified to speak, but you would expect that from me" I paused to compose myself, holding back the tears that threatened to spill over my cheek, I Noticed the heavy rain thundering to the ground around me. I have to leave, start a new life its the only way, I held the phone higher up to my ear crying even more, I will never forgive myself. "I love you" Throwing my phone into the lake, I pulled up my hood and set off down the long winding road, the Rain washing away the smell of him from my hair, I have no idea where im going but anywhere is better than here, I will only ruin his life, I have to get out. "Ill never forget you Alex Gaskarth" Now to start my new life and pray that every time I close my eyes im not reminded of horror that unfolded today.