Mission: Stay Alive
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MatureOngoing11m
Last published Mon, Sep 14, 2020
In my outlook stories are lives. Lives seen through the lens of the writer, may also be the charachter's.
Though my story may not be that entertaining I'd still like to present this to you. I hope in a way I can comfort you about your own stories by sharing mine.
Hello there, overtime a person can break, recover, grow. As of myself? I'm sadly in the first category.
Am I trying to be the next? Of course. Not everyone has positive outlooks and comments while they recover. I'm simply one of those people.
I'm here writing this, scrambling to pick up the peices left of self confidence I have and share this story of mine before I back out once again. I want to assure myself that I can make progress even if it's only an inch, I want to be proud that I make progress even if it's little in the eyes of others.
This is a slice of insight in my life, through my lens...
This story is also what I like to call my thoughts- inner thoughts. I'm not a person who talks about emotions or feelings much but I hope you enjoy and don't think of my story as a waste of time.
If you're willing then here, go ahead, read my story.
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