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i lost myself.

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Parts 39
Time 7h 20m

Reads 5,662
Votes 192
Parts 39
Time 7h 20m

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Leslie Evan's is a 18 year old female, who had witnessed the love of her life (Eli) die in her arms, causing her to be traumatized most of her life and the next year, her father passes away. Every so often, she'd have nightmares of that night (of Eli). Later in life, she gets into a fight with one of the mean girls, in school, causing her mother to force her to live with her Aunt and her cousin and her best friend, Liv. Michael Lamar White IV (Trippie redd), in Florida when she meets the famous young rapper, xxxtentacion aka Jahseh, and another famous young rapper, Skimasktheslumpgod. 

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[BL] Villian Alpha is obsessed with the second lead by MADE4uHA

After dying while cursing the author of a novel because he killed his idol just because he was a villian and because of main character halo. Then he transmigrated into the same novel he was cursing. He decided to save his idol but there was a twist .........

𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗜 𝗠𝗘𝗜𝗡 ~ ❝𝐀 𝐓𝐫𝐮𝐞 𝐃𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧❞ by situmo235

♡ 𝑨𝒈𝒂𝒓 𝒕𝒖 𝑺𝒉𝒊𝒗 𝒕𝒐𝒉 𝒎𝒆𝒊𝒏 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒌𝒕𝒊, 𝑻𝒖 𝑹𝒂𝒎 𝒕𝒐𝒉 𝒎𝒆𝒊𝒏 𝑺𝒊𝒕𝒂, 𝑻𝒖 𝑲𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒉𝒏 𝒕𝒐𝒉 𝒎𝒆𝒊𝒏 𝑹𝒂𝒅𝒉𝒂 𝒃𝒂𝒏 𝒋𝒂𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒊, 𝑲𝒊𝒔𝒊 𝒃𝒉𝒊 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒓 𝒔𝒆, 𝑩𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒊 𝒎𝒆𝒊𝒏 𝒃𝒂𝒏 𝒋𝒂𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒊. ~𝐀.𝐆𝐮𝐩𝐭𝐚 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 𝐃𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 : 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's a Banaras (aahh I just love this place so much ) based story, toh read toh banta hai. ╰⊰ 𝐀𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐆𝐮𝐩𝐭𝐚 ♡ An introvert, demure and mature girl but talkative and childish with her people. She loves her family to the stars and back. She has a tiny... no a big crush on Rudraksh Ranawat. ╰⊰ 𝐑𝐮𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐤𝐬𝐡 𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐭 ♡ A confident, reserved and chivalrous. Loves his family .He has two best friends - Saransh and Vihaan. He is unaware of Ahana's feelings but what will happen when he becomes aware of it and will start to feel something from his own end ? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞..." Rudraksh said softly looking into Ahana's eyes.

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[BL] Villian Alpha is obsessed with the second lead

After dying while cursing the author of a novel because he killed his idol just because he was a villian and because of main character halo. Then he transmigrated into the same novel he was cursing. He decided to save his idol but there was a twist .........