Imperfect
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Last published Fri, Aug 15, 2014
“You put on a good show but I'd be willing to bet that you're suffering more than you let anyone see." He said, softly. His eyes gazing into mine like he could see right into my soul.
I looked away, feeling vulnerable under his gaze. No one had ever read me like an open book, not like the way he does. He made me want to spill my heart out. He made me feel things I thought I wasn't capable of. And on top of it all he made me feel whole, and that scared me because I'm not sure I could pick up the pieces and mend myself back anymore from so many times it had been broken. . .
Serena Evans had been able to stop her addictive cutting three years ago and now she just struggles to pass her classes and balance it with her work at the same time. Her family refuses to acknowledge her existence like always and she's an outcast at school like she's always been.
But her memories and past seemed to wake up from where she'd buried them and haunt her again.
And as she slowly slips into depression once again, she finds herself entangled between two entirely different guys, Cameron and Pierce.
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