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Last published Thu, Mar 19, 2020
"What do you mean? I don't know what you're talking about!" I cried as I tried to make sense of the conversation. "What's wrong about you is everything!" I was silent as I stared forward. What...? There's nothing wrong with me... "You are the only one who isn't like us!" He snapped, motioning towards an onlooking group of kids who seemed interested. "You, are straight up USELESS!" "B-but-" "Don't give me that trash!" Bryan yelled angrily, obviously frustrated and angry. "You can't do anything right! You can't even stand up for you're stupid self!" He yelled, gaining the attention of onlookers who only stared, some even laughed.
"Am I really useless?" That was the question I had asked myself for six years now, ever since the bastard Bryan had to shove it all into my face. I saw him as a friend, I saw him as someone I trusted... It's clear now. Nobody can be trusted. Not even those who claim to 'help save me'. Nobody can.
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