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Tearing Me Apart (Punk Liam Payne)

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Reads 266,658
Votes 10,921
Parts 96
Time 18h 4m

Roraline__Crawford

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"I can't take it anymore" 

"Take the pain and suffering away"

 "I have nothing left to lose" 

You say I have so much to live for, but I can't even think of a reason. 

The life of Rory stays behind closed doors, behind the damage is a young girl who wants to be able to walk outside with a real smile. To enjoy life. Things get rough and painful. But when a real 'Payne' comes along everything shifts to a new level. 

****Explicit Content *****

You have been warned, there are many graphic scenes. If you are not comfortable with it, then do not read. There is some mild language as well. 


Please Note: Liam is portrayed as character and nothing more. This is not how I view Liam of course. This is all a work strictly a work of fiction. I mean no harm or anything else towards Liam, Harry, Leighton or any other celebrity used in this story.


All Rights Reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law.

Copyright ⓒ : Roraline Crawford ™ 2013

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