Evan Don't Do It

Evan Don't Do It

ElliannaJohnson

Reads 81
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Parts 2

Ongoing6m

Last published Sat, Mar 7, 2020

angst connor connorxevan depression evan

so what if Connor didn't find a letter to Evans therapist and instead found Evans suicide note

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