Destroy

When you love someone so much, how can you not protect them any way possible, even if it means sacrificing yourself, but when it's the other way around when your other half is the one sacrificing herself for your well being, how can you not feel guilty? How can you go on, even though her dying wish was for you to live life until your natural end? Even though your dying inside a little more every day, you have to stay, for her. Even though it feels like, now that she's gone, that the strings she held to keep you up have snapped and it feels like your falling, falling into the abyss. And even though your yearning for the sweet release of your soul to the unknown, so your pain is numbed and that so you can find her in the next life all over again. But even though our love is always short-lived, Its also bright enough to light up your life in every way, enough that you'll never, ever forget. you would go through all this for her, always and forever.