"I gave it my all" A suicide story

hi I'm Allison Blanko. There's really not much u need to know about me. I live in a small town along the coast line of Florida. Even though its pretty much always sunny here. The darkness seems to seek through any corner still open to bring me down. My parents separated before I was born. My dad found out my mother was pregnant and kicked her to the curb. Now we live in a 3 room home with my grandfather. My mom constantly works to put food on the table while my grandfather drinks all day and abuses me. Mentally and Physically.