back of a raindrop.

After 15 years he still couldn't forget the boy. How could he when he was in everything that surrounded Poe.
He was in his mother's eyes, over years becoming sadder and less hopeful. He was in his father's smile, still boyish despite his age. He was in his old speeder that he still kept in hangar for nostalgic reasons. He was in his every memory from before he hit adolescence. Every time he closed his eyes and thought about that times he could basically hear the boys suppressed laughter. Like he didn't mean to laugh in the first place. He could see the boy's dark locks of hair that kept falling into his eyes. And when he does that he can't stop imagining what his life would be like if he never let him go. If he didn't lose his brother and best friend that day.
Some people say that Poe can't let go of the past and maybe they are right.