I held him in my arms as his heart beat slowed. I could hear the sirens of the ambulances coming down the street but all I could keep my mind on was him He didn't deserve this. I didn't deserve him. He was too good for me. I had the note that had my name on the top in his penmanship still crumpled in my hand waiting for me to read it. I slowly unfolded it with care and hesitation. I looked at what the letter said as tears poured out of my eyes. " I love you for eternity." He loved me but I don't know if I will ever have the chance to tell him I love him back, to hear his laughter that could light up any room, to see his smile that made my day brighter, to feel his soft lips against mine. I kissed his cold, clammy forehead whispering just barely audible... "I love you too my honeybee."