Ruin Maketh Me
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death_by_ennui
Complete, First published Mar 09, 2020
Mature
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"Sit on my lap." He commands, sliding the chair back a fraction.
My mind tangles into a mess of thoughts and astonishment, "Pardon me?"
He pats his knee and looks at me domineeringly, "Sit on my lap."

                                                          ꧁༒꧂

     "I knew," He says, voice lowering, hoarse, "from the moment you were mated with Lilith that you were destined to be with more than one partner. How can you not be loved when you're so radiant and beautiful..." His lips tilt upwards, but his eyes cry, "I'm happy for you. You're loved by so many magnificent and powerful males. All I ask for is that you keep me by your side. I've said it before, you don't have to love me, you don't have to do anything for me, I just ask to remain here, as your Knight."

                                                           ꧁༒꧂

Cynder Delphus, Wanderer of the underworld, finally makes it out of his hellhole situation and obsessive lover when he decides to do an act of good: saving a child. He however, dies and transmigrates to a world of magic and power where he starts back out as a bottom feeder. 

Lust filled beast men, sadistic masters... He thought he knew the worst. But then 'Pandora's box' opens, and everything is plunged into a deeper hell. 

He never thought loving would be so hard.

A (pulling Cynder. closer): He's my wife, not yours!
B (generating a blizzard): For God's sake, he owes me his life.
C (laughing sardonically): He gave birth to my child. 
A takes out sword
B gathers an army
Cynder: SHUT UP, all of you! 
A, B and C: But dear...
Cynder: No Buts! 
D: I'm not even gonna argue

Note: Harem not 1 V 1 
Cover image does not belong to me. All credit goes to owner. Cover edits done by me. Story is mine.

𝐻𝐼𝐺𝐻𝐸𝑆𝑇 𝑅𝐴𝑁𝐾𝐼𝑁𝐺𝑆:

#1 BL 11/05/2020
#1 Reborn 14/06/2020
#1 Reincarnation 04/07/2020
#2 Mpreg 30/09/2020
#9 Elves 09/10/2020
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