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willdip_billdip

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warning: talk of suicide thoughs, stuff about home, life, and school, my sexuality, bullying, my gender, self put downs the whole fucking circus.... fun
just don't read if you don't want to its so I can show people like my consular and if my friends need to know what's going on.... but who really would care about me lol 😂.....All Rights Reserved

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