My life so far

I've had a hard life, my mum is a heavy drinker, my dad is a self proclaimed lady's man and basically the rest of my family hates me. No joke they do. When mum is drinking she abuses me mainly about how if she had the money when she was pregnant with me she would of aborted me. My step father used to bash the hell out of me, it got so bad that at more than one occasion I had to go to hospital and make up a story so he wouldn't get in trouble. My siblings don't like me very much because I'm different. If this makes sense I'm the only child between my mum and dad. They just had kids before and after they were together. My dad is as I said full of himself, he thinks he is a womaniser and that he can do whatever he wants. But with me saying all this I still love them all much , I don't know how I do but I do. Even though my mum says all the mean things and dad always ignoring me I still love them very much. Its just my family has it's problems just like any other.