Hi ! My name is Gavin and i am 15 y/o.I live with my little brother and with my father.My mom commited suicide and now she is my angel up to the sky.I never knew why did she leave us... I have one old sister ,she is very cute ,but she doesn't live with me.(long story)
I go to school everyday and i love math.I don't have friends ,i mean real friends.I always stay alone on my own.You know,every school has ''BAD BOYS''.Just because i wear glasses and i don't have friends ,they come near me and slap me ,throw away my books and often my glasses ,they offend me
etc.I can do nothing against them ,i just look down ,take my books , glasses and run away.Then i go to the bathroom ,i look in the mirror and i cry everytime.One day i go to school like everyday,and a new boy came to my class.
-Hi ,i am Jack -he said
-Hello Jack! -the whole class said
-Have a seat! - the teacher said to Jack
-When the lesson was over I was still in class and putting books in my bag.
-Hello Jack ,i'm Klei - said Klei ,one of those bad boys.
-Hi Clay ,nice to meet you...I'm Jack-said Jack to him
-Can we be friends?-Clay said to Jack
-Why not -said Jack
-Then i left the class,we were at lunch break...As always i was sitting alone.
I was looking for Jack and saw that he was sitting with Clay and his friends.
For a moment Jack was watching me and he asked Clay something. Clay saw me and laughed ironically.After Clay laughed ironically, I got up from the table and went to class again.Clay, Jack and Clay's friends came to class too.
Clay started doing the same thing he knows how to do better , to boast of hitting me and throw off my glasses.Jack didn't do nothing .He just saw him do that to me.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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