Do I Deserve Happiness?
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Last published Thu, Apr 16, 2020
Lydia is going through a rough time in her life. She broke up with her ex AGAIN and is dealing with serious trauma from the relationship. While she acknowledges how toxic the relationship was, she can't help but still love the person. Her only family is her little sister due to their mom dying and their dad running off, but what happens when her relationship with the only family she has starts breaking apart and her new found love interests start breaking into her world?
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