Lucid Memories
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Life isn't a fairytale.
No Cinderella.
No Snow White.
Sometimes fate entangles around your ever being, dragging you into the depths of reality itself. And you can't escape. You don't have the power and the strength to keep going. You keep clawing upwards, hoping to be save.
The feeling and emotions.
The memories and light.
Things that you want to cling onto, hope it'll never disappear.
But like a rock, you'll drown into the abyss. Never to doubt the ones with power again.
Only then, you can breath.
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•Following Timeless' timeline•
Dazai Osamu x Fyodor Dostoevsky x Female Reader x Chuuya Nakahara
Book 2/3
March 22, 2020 - October 14, 2020
(Quite violent so please be advised there will be gore and torture)
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