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Lucid Memories

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Time 2h 9m

bsd bungoustraydogs chuuya chuuyanakahara chuuyaxreader dazai dazaiosamu dazaixfyodorxreaderxchuuya dazaixreader femalereader fyodor fyodordostoevsky fyodorxreader selfinsert

Life isn't a fairytale. 

No Cinderella. 

No Snow White. 

Sometimes fate entangles around your ever being, dragging you into the depths of reality itself. And you can't escape. You don't have the power and the strength to keep going. You keep clawing upwards, hoping to be save. 

The feeling and emotions. 

The memories and light.

Things that you want to cling onto, hope it'll never disappear. 

But like a rock, you'll drown into the abyss. Never to doubt the ones with power again. 

Only then, you can breath. 

-

•Following Timeless' timeline•

Dazai Osamu x Fyodor Dostoevsky x Female Reader x Chuuya Nakahara

Book 2/3

March 22, 2020 - October 14, 2020

(Quite violent so please be advised there will be gore and torture)All Rights Reserved

bsd bungoustraydogs chuuya chuuyanakahara chuuyaxreader dazai dazaiosamu dazaixfyodorxreaderxchuuya dazaixreader femalereader fyodor fyodordostoevsky fyodorxreader selfinsert

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Me Before YOU - BSD ✔ by w_kai1

[ COMPLETED ] "𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩, 𝙄 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙢" Reminder: ⚠️ Various BSD x Male Reader/Executive Male Reader insert Angst + Romance 3/3 acts completed Started: 24/03/2022 Ended: 12/10/2022 Being his superior is truely making you tired He attempted to break free, but the fall was once again a never-ending loop. For the male, the pain was bearable, but for you, it was excruciating. But it wasn't your predicament that occurred; it was his. Dazai's circumstances has not yet devolved into hopelessness. He doubted about the height and the vulnerability of his physique before to the crash. He'd be still on the ground, surrounded by horrified citizens. Coughs of blood erupted when the horrors were committed. Even though you were there with your eyes open, all you could see was black. Your vision was unaffected. You were relieved that he was okay since his body sprang to its feet as if nothing had happened, but were you? Those dreadful memories flood your mind at random intervals, causing you to lose concentrate on the tasks you were given. You've become too soft, and you've taken on too much responsibility for yourself. Falling down when leaning against a wall. You tied your breathing while holding your head to your knees. You were known as the Port Mafia's key, the Port Mafia's answer, and the Port Mafia's power source. You, on the other hand, wanted the solution for yourself. Why can't you answer your own questions if you've answered queries from others honestly? You were curious as to why and how you had become so mentally weakened. #bsdangst 01/08/2023 #510 bsd 31/03/2022 #322 bsd 06/04/2022 #300 bsd 07/04/2022 #20 atsushinakajima 08/04/2022 #18 atsushinakajima 11/04/2022 #11 bsdxreader 07/05/2022 #36 armeddetectiveagency 08/08/2022 #51 bsd 11/08/2022

one shots - dazai osamu by ANNTAGONISM

" now i have neither happiness nor unhappiness. everything passes. that is the one and only thing that i have thought resembled a truth in the society of human beings where i have dwelled up to now as in a burning hell. everything passes. " - dazai osamu credits to the people who owns the images on my cover. ty. read this book, and fly away with your imagination, take yourself to a place where everything just feels right. FINISHED. ANNTAGONISM. no plagiarism!

Emotions [Dazai x Reader] ✓ by AnAlienFromJupiter

"Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game, but the risk is that you surely lose the person for a lifetime." Love is as complicated as it gets. It can be found in the most unexpected of places and manifest before we ourselves realise it. And it seems no different when [Y/N] experiences this herself. But the complications of love are hardly ever mentioned, and when they are, those already victims of love are way too deep into it to have salvation. 🅲🅾🅼🅿🅻🅴🆃🅴🅳: 08 / 02 / 2021 🅷🅸🅶🅷🅴🆂🆃 🆁🅰🅽🅺🅸🅽🅶: bsd #124 bungo #1 portmafia #65 dazai #114 osamudazai #35 dazaiosamu #5 dazaixreader #12 dazaiosamuxreader #13 [I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or its characters, nor do I own the photo used for the cover, and this story has been heavily based on an original by @dazaiuu] [Dazai x fem! Reader - She/her pronouns will be used]

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Redemption | Chuuya x Reader x Dazai | by Cuteplosion_Xo

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