Lucid Memories
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Life isn't a fairytale.
No Cinderella.
No Snow White.
Sometimes fate entangles around your ever being, dragging you into the depths of reality itself. And you can't escape. You don't have the power and the strength to keep going. You keep clawing upwards, hoping to be save.
The feeling and emotions.
The memories and light.
Things that you want to cling onto, hope it'll never disappear.
But like a rock, you'll drown into the abyss. Never to doubt the ones with power again.
Only then, you can breath.
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•Following Timeless' timeline•
Dazai Osamu x Fyodor Dostoevsky x Female Reader x Chuuya Nakahara
Book 2/3
March 22, 2020 - October 14, 2020
(Quite violent so please be advised there will be gore and torture)
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Chained together in a room filling with water, Chuuya and Dazai stare down the barrel of their fate. With Chuuya's ability rendered null, it's only a matter of time before the two drown. Can the infamous duo devise a stratagem to escape, or will they end up being each other's downfall? [Completed & Originally Published: 11/07/25.] ⎯ Notes & Disclaimers ⎯ ▫︎ Contains information from Storm Bringer. ▫︎ Read at your own discretion. ▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its sensitive themes/topics. ▫︎ I do not own BSD. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Asagiri Kafka.
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