O.C.D [ Fransykes ]
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  • Reads 5,053
  • Votes 604
  • Parts 37
  • Time 2h 38m
Complete, First published Mar 10, 2020
Mature
Let's take it back to square one
And figure out how all this bullshit began
Is this the end of my reality?
I'll hold my breath till I can't breathe
(Just to get a feeling)

I feel I've fallen into self-defeat
Is that the reason I'm losing sleep?
I've fallen into self-defeat
I've fallen into self-defeat

I can't sleep, too many voices trying to talk to me
I can't sleep, bloodshot eyes and I still feel fine
I can't sleep, too many voices trying to talk to me
I can't sleep, bloodshot eyes and I still feel fine

Here in my head
I can't tell who I'm talking to
It seems I can't tell what's being said
Someone, please tell me, am I live or dead?

Like I said, I know it's scary
But everything will be all right

Let's take it back to square one
And figure out how all this bullshit began
This is the end of my reality
I'll hold my breath till I can't breathe
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