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If I Stay

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His death really took a toll in my life. 

Pain. Regret. Guilt. Anger. I was devastated when he was gone. I couldn't believe that my own best friend could do something horrible like that. 

Yosh and Ted. 

We are B1 and B2. 

That was our name at Circuit Agency. 

There was no explanation why he betrayed the agency that trained us, and let those innocent agents to be killed along the way. There was no reason why he left and sacrificed his own family for his own personal sake.

At hindi kakayanin ng konsensiya kong makitang nalulugmok ang asawa niyang iniwan na lang niya basta. 

Ang asawa niyang sa una pa lang ay minahal ko na.All Rights Reserved

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