Most 16 year old girl are out shopping and getting ready to get their driving , cars, and more shopping . Only Allie Carwright, was the school nerd big glasses, baggy clothes, and ratty brown hair. But when school is over at the day, she ditches everything the glasses, baggy clothes, and the ratty hair. She is apart of a gang , called The 4 11's . Her mother started the gang, and died in a "car acident". Now she is the best shooter, thrower, and fighter, and no ones know's. But when a boy from her school is focused to join, and he was the one who made her life a living hell. What will happen when he finds out, what will happen to pay with reget.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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