Her mind palace (sample)
  • Bacaan 206
  • Undian 38
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  • Bacaan 206
  • Undian 38
  • Bahagian 9
  • Masa 1h 4m
Sedang Ditulis, Pertama kali diterbitkan Mac 11, 2020
Matang
"What's wrong?"
And I remember what he said. How he'd seen her today and he'd wanted nothing more to just pull her into his arms and kiss her again. It was then I had realised I was so stupid. You can't have nice things Jin! A good life wasn't meant for you because you know it all goes to shit in the end. 
" Is this what you want?" I said with no emotion as I slowly took off my engagement ring and held it in front of him. I kept a straight face thinking I'll make this quick and then I could shoot out of here. 
"Jin... I still love you nothing will change that, there's still a place for you In my heart. I'm sorry i know you must hate me. I don't blame you if you do"
"I don't hate you" I whispered.  I hate myself 
 Because I knew I came second best to her. And how can I not? Next to his first love, his high school sweet heart. 
"I need some air" I muttered. 
I didn't need to hear him out I just shoved the ring in his hand and I was out the door.

(There's more inside.)

Jin has hit breaking point in her life, her happiness snatched away when her fiancé is reunited with his first love. But will she come back from it with her past coming back to haunt her and her new obsession catches her eye?  What will happen with her relationship with her fiancé? She's taking a journey to face her demons and other's too.
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